By searching for motivation ultimately you will find the best source of it by going deep down to your roots of what you are doing and what consists your structure and being. It’s at the same time so simple and so complicated. Not related with a kind of overthought believe system or super-human capacities. Nearby, near each of us, at the distance of your eyes, if you will look, at first, you will not see, after some time you will understand that is all around you. Something that you ignore but you can feel with your body because it’s older than ”us” it’s older than many things. This its called soul, motivation, nirvana, God, tell it as you want, its something that overpass us and shouldn’t be searched outside, because it’s limited there, when you make an effort to look at you without any beliefs and thoughts then you find the unlimited motivation.
You get to the point when you understand that people like you created all the things in the world, and you, by yourself can be a creator and move things forward. Then you get the point that motivation isn’t a magic thing, it’s that energy that keeps you moving forward on achieving your goal.
Some will name it enthusiasm, perseverance, positive energy, I can be wrong here with categorizing this, but the initial idea is that motivation stays before any of those. I think what I’m trying to do at this stage of my life is to create a hierarchy of things and put everything as much possible in order. Once I generate the flow, I keep adding new activities to my hierarchy. I struggle because my fundament was somehow weak or not how I expected to be. I tried in many ways to find answers to my worries, but that brought me to the place where I understood that it’s me who can put the things in order and to decide how my future will be. Still, I have much work to do, but I think that I know what I need to do next.
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Hint: Never stop learning and being curious, search for answers and enjoy yourself.